| it's been too long since i last wrote something here or changed my dead layout. but then again i didn't see the point because only one of my friends in CIS use xanga. but then reading through my old posts and looking at all the eprops and comments and then linking myself to their sites, i realized that while i stopped, they continued. but i never got the courage to go comment, it seemed like i was the outsider, and DGS seemed so far away, forever out of my reach. perhaps i will have to wait for one day, when some old friend stumbles across my xanga again, and maybe then, i'll find the courage.
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| omg. it's been 8 monts since i posted. DX zomg. (heheeeee valerie claims to have that "copyrighted". <3) |
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| TO REALIZE
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one.
To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple.
To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate.
To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam.
To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.
To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize The value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident.
To realize The value of one millisecond: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.
To realize the value of a friend: Lose one.
Time waits For no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special
The origin of this is unknown, But it brings good to everyone who passes it on. |
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| While i was making cards for Christmas, i realized what a loser i am, that all my friends have let me down, how i wish i could write this on their cards, but sadly, i can't because it is not true:
This Christmas, when I think of the people who make a real difference in my life, I think of the friend I can talk to, really open my heart to, because she understands me… and I think of the friend I have fun with, just doing whatever, whenever, because it feels so good being together… I think of the friend I can count on, the one that I turn to so often, because I know she’ll never let me down… and I think of the friend who inspires me, who always can keep me believing in me because she does… and whenever I think of these wonderful friends and all they’ve given to me, I think of how lucky, how blessed I have been to have found all of them in you.
I wish i had a friend whom i could confide in, whom i can really talk to, who understands me, and likes me for who i am. I WISH. but it won't come true, it won't. so i shall smile like nothing's wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend that it's not hurting me. i shall. you shall think that nothing's wrong at all, but let me tell you, it's all an ACT, A-C-T. an act and nothing more. |
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